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February 18, 2018  Adoration Chapel

Hello, dearest Jesus ever present in the Blessed Sacrament of the Altar.  I believe in You, love You, adore and praise You, my God and King.  Thank You for Holy Mass this morning, for receiving You in Communion, and for being with (names withheld) at Mass.  Jesus, I just learned that one of our friends is going through a divorce (personal dialogue omitted).  Please heal all marriages especially Christian marriages.  Bless families and marriages and give graces, Jesus for healing, reconciliation and conversion.  Thank You for the times You have healed marriages.  Thank You for families that are holy, Lord and who try to live the Gospel.  Lord, I bring all burdens to You and lay them at the foot of Your holy cross.  Take care of everything, Jesus as only You can do.  Be with (names withheld).  If it is Your Will, heal (name withheld).  If that is not Your Will, please prepare (name withheld) to be with You in Heaven. 

 

Lord, I pray for (names withheld).  Jesus, You never seem to grow tired of hearing my requests for others.  Thank You Lord.  I believe You are working all things according to Your Will, but I still ask and petition You, because You have told me to do so.  You said we are to bring each and every burden to You.  Lord, I praise You for the many answered prayers.  You are all mercy, Jesus.  Thank You for (intention withheld).  Thank You for taking (name withheld) soul after she was baptized.  Thank You for granting graces of recovery to (name withheld).  Thank You for everything You do for me on a daily basis, and for being with me, Lord.  Praise and thank You, Jesus my Lord, God and Savior.  Lord, please heal our land and send more graces for conversion.  Help us, Lord to return to You, to repent and reconcile.  Protect us from every evil, from within and from without.  Our Lady of America, pray for us; help us.

 

“My child, it is good that you are here with Me.  Thank You for coming to adore Me and to be with Me.  I give graces to those who adore My Eucharistic presence.  There is power here, My child, I am available to all of My children, but very few are those who avail themselves of this opportunity.”

 

I am sorry, Jesus.  I don’t know what more to say, Lord.  I am sorry that I do not come to adore You every day.  I am just as guilty as those who do not come, since I am more aware through Your words to me.  Help me, Jesus to love You more.  Give me graces to love heroically.  Jesus, thank You for (name withheld) I was very pleased to see her here.  Thank You for (name withheld) faithful heart.  I am grateful that (name withheld) is so faithful to You.  Jesus, there are people here today who seem sad.  Help them, Lord.  So many are hurting in these days. 

 

“Yes, My child.  This is true.  There is much sin in the world in your time.  Sin causes much sadness, much pain and loneliness.  Many souls are in pain due to the sins of others and the resulting consequences.  Others are suffering due to their own sins and they in turn cause suffering for their loved ones.  The more sin committed the more pain and sadness, and the cycle continues on and on.  There are grave consequences from even a few sinners, My child.”

 

 I can’t imagine how grave the situation must be for us, then Lord since there are more than a few ‘sinners’, Jesus.  There are evil people following the evil one, so I can’t imagine how dire the situation must be.  Still, Lord, You are in control and You can fix everything.  Even though You have spoken about things to come due to our sinfulness, I have hope in You.  I trust in You, Lord.  You heal all wounds and You are the Savior of the world.  You set the moon, the sun and the stars in the sky, Lord.  You set the planets in place and our earth orbits the sun with such precision that supports life.  You, Lord who created the world from nothing, are the One who can solve all of our problems.  Save us, Savior of the world.

 

“My little lamb, I love you tenderly. It consoles Me that you love and trust Me.  Continue to visit with Me, My little one.  My heart breaks for the state of mankind, and for the souls who will perish because they choose and desire evil.  My precious little children who turn their hearts toward evil, I died to save you, but you, instead choose death.  You choose to follow evil.  Woe to you who lead others astray.  Woe to you.  Repent of the evil and return to Me, before it is too late for your soul.  When will you listen, My poor, lost children?  Do not wait until tomorrow.  Do not put off your conversion.  At some point, your soul will become so steeped in evil that you will no longer hear My invitation.  You will no longer believe there is any hope and you will give in to despair.  Your lust for power, your hatred for goodness, your hatred of all those who seek Me will give way to utter despair if you do not repent.  Come, do not put your conversion off for another hour, for the hour, the opportunity may not be available.  My lost children who follow evil, turn back to Me.  I will forgive you.  I will welcome you into the family of God, where you are loved.  There is no sin too large, too ugly for Me to forgive.  Remember I am God.  Nothing is impossible for Me, but you must open your heart to Me, for I am the respecter of your free will.  My adversary has no respect for man’s free will.  He usurps free will at any opportunity and he turns your sins into a type of prison.  He convinces sinners there are no other alternatives.  He lies, cheats and steals and one who is in sin loses all clarity, reason.  This sinfulness clouds the hearts and minds of those who are in sin.  It is not too late, My children.  As long as you are alive, you can repent and I will forgive.  You must not wait, though because as I explained there is a turning point in souls where they are so enslaved they refuse to break free, because a soul in this state believes his accuser, My adversary.  You do not know at what point this will occur in your soul, so do not be presumptuous.  Repent now and come into the light of My love.  My light will not blind you when you turn to Me for I will shelter you with peace and grace.  I will be gentle and merciful toward you, My lost sheep.  Come home before the wolves devour you.  I await you with open arms.”

 

Thank You for Your great love, Jesus.   Thank You for Your mercy.  Glory and honor to You, Lord Jesus Christ, who was and is and is to come.

 

“My child, My child, sadly few will listen to My pleas and few will turn to Me.”

 

Lord, if You send Your Holy Spirit to renew the face of the earth and when Your Mother’s Immaculate Heart triumphs, surely there will be many conversions.  At least, I thought there would be many conversions when Your Holy Spirit is poured out in the last days.

 

“My child, there will be conversions, yes.  But not many compared to the number of souls who will condemn themselves to hell.  Many people living now have already accepted their judgement.  They blatantly follow evil and do so willingly.  They hate truth, justice, life and light.  They lust for darkness, evil, deception and death.  Evil, evil is this wicked age.”

 

Lord, I am very sad and I do not know what to say to You.  I am at a loss, Jesus.  All I know is that You can save us.  Jesus, Mary and Joseph save souls.  Blessed Mother, spread the effect of grace of Your flame of love over all of humanity and do so soon, dear Mother.  We need You to take us by the hand and lead us to Your Divine Son Jesus.  Take us safely under Your mantle of protection, Holy Mother Mary.  Stay with us, and pray for our rescue.

 

“My child, do not fear.  My words sound harsh, but only because you do not see fully the extent of darkness and evil, though your perspective has widened.  I do not desire that you realize fully, either, My little lamb.  You are too sensitive and your soul is innocent to a large degree.  You understand the gravity of My words, though My child and for this reason I want you to trust in Me.  It is up to My Children of Light to begin to see the dangerous times and to be alert, to pray, fast and offer penance for yourselves, your family members, and for the world.  My children, you must pray more.  You are not praying enough.  You have time, but you deceive yourselves and you do not see clearly when you could be praying because you are preoccupied with many useless things.  These preoccupations seem important to you but in hindsight you will realize it was only a distraction for this age to prevent the prayers of the faithful.  Put away these distractions, My children.  There is enough time for you to pray.  I have given man 24 hours in each day and this is no less than I have provided mankind since creation.  It is possible for you to take more time to pray, if you only choose to do so.  Let your whole life be a prayer, My children.  You do not realize how much your prayers mean to souls in darkness.  Pray the Rosary and Divine Mercy Chaplet.  Pray, My children, pray.”

 

Jesus, I don’t know how much longer You are going to implore us.  Your patience knows no end and yet from Scripture and from the prophets, I know at some point Your justice will be seen, experienced and known to all.  Help us, Lord.  Give graces for conversion.  Please Jesus.  I know You do and You are, but they are not penetrating hard hearts.  Open hearts to Your grace, Jesus.  Help souls to turn to You.  Help us to be missionaries for souls, Lord.  Lead us to those in need and work through us to reach them, Lord.  Keep me in Your Will, Jesus.  Use me.  Use all of Your children. 

 

“My child, thank you for your love and for your prayers.  I love you.  I am with you.  Journey through Lent with Me, My child.  Share in My sorrow for mankind.  Join your prayers to My Mother’s and console the Sacred Heart of your Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of My Holy Mother Mary.  We are with your family.  Walk with Me to Calvary, My child.  Be present to Me.  Thank you for your ‘yes’.  I am grateful to My son (name withheld) for his ‘yes’ also.  Go now in My peace.  I bless you in My Father’s name, in My name and in the name of My Holy Spirit.  The heaviness you feel in your heart will remind you of My Suffering Heart.  It will be relieved soon, My child.  Be at peace.  Be mercy, be love, be with Me, your Jesus.”

 

Amen, Lord.  Your precious adorable Will be done.  I love You.

 

“Go in My love, My little one.”

 

Note:  I feel very sad.  This is a somber day for Heaven.  The sun is shining brightly on this cold winter day, but my heart is heavy due to the darkness Jesus speaks about and though I do not fully grasp the evil of which He speaks, it hangs over me now like a dark, heavy cloud.  This is how it is for souls in darkness.  Everything feels dark and somber to them.  They are losing and in some cases, have lost the hope that God places in every human heart at conception.  They have allowed hope to be stolen from them and in some cases, they have freely given it to the thief who steals souls from God; souls that were destined for Heaven, but no longer want to go to Heaven because they have grown cold and have no love for God.  Jesus, I love You.  Jesus, I trust in You.  Jesus, You are my all. 

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February 4, 2018  Adoration Chapel

Hello my dearest, most beloved, Jesus.  It is wonderful to be here with You.  Thank You for the great gift of Holy Communion.  Thank You for Holy Mass.  (Private dialogue omitted).  What a precious sweet sight You are to me, Jesus.  Oh, how I love You, my Lord and my God.  Jesus, my heart is very full right now.  I am full of love, full of wonder, awe and peace, full of anticipation now that we have received the flame of Your great love, you, Jesus.  You are the Love, the Light, the Way, the Truth.  You, Jesus.  You are everything that is good and holy.  My Lord and my God, how is it possible for one who is a sinner to receive You, the Flame of Love?  Why do You allow it?  I know, though Lord that it is because of Your deep, holy love for sinners that You allow it.  It is the same love that brought You to earth, to become man, to die and to rise.  It was for love of us, Your creatures.  How will I ever come to understand this with my small and simple mind?  I realize I can’t and I won’t, my Adorable Lord, Jesus but I accept this.  It is enough for me to know and to believe that which I don’t understand because I trust You Lord.  I trust Your love.  I trust You, not just when my heart is full of light, joy and peace, but when grey clouds surround my being and when I feel too weak to breathe.  Even when I don’t think clearly because You have hidden Yourself from me.  You who are wisdom and light.  Even then, Lord or perhaps especially then, I trust You.  In those moments, it isn’t my mind, my logic that acquiesces to You but my inner being.  Because I know that only You are keeping me alive in those darkest times.  It is by Your grace, Your mercy, because of Your love that I inhale and exhale, that my heart beats, that I am alive.  Your love keeps me alive, Jesus and so I trust You at all times. 

 

Jesus, even when my human nature begins to doubt, I do not doubt You, but only Me.  I doubt myself, Jesus because I am a fickle person.  But You!  You are the rock, the firm foundation.  You support me, hold me, embrace me, lift me to new heights, because You are perfect love and You love the unlovable.  You love Your creatures.  Thank You, God for Your immense, mighty powerful love!  Thank You!  Jesus, I am Yours, and all that I have is Yours.  I am Yours and You are mine.  Thank You good, gracious, benevolent Father, My Father.  Thank You, Holy Spirit, lover of my soul.  Thank You my Adorable Jesus.  I love You Blessed Trinity. I love You Holy Mother Mary.  Thank You for bringing me to Jesus.  Thank You for allowing my entrance to Your Heart so that I could be immersed in the Sacred Heart of Jesus, the Heart that loves each person with the intensity of fire, but the fire that does not destroy, but only consumes me with love.  Thank You, Holy Mother Mary.  I love You.  I thank You.  Be my Mother.  Always be my Mother.  Do not leave my side, dearest Mother.  Thank You for interceding for me.  Please do not give up on mankind, Blessed Mother.

 

“My child, I am pleased that you and My son (name withheld) have allowed, have invited My love to flow from My Mother’s Heart to yours in this particular way.  It is pleasing to Me.  This is My Will, My child.  I worked through others to enable all to come together.  This is My Will, for all My children.  This is a particularly urgent time, when many, many souls are lost in darkness.  The flame of My love is the remedy.  This is why I tell you to be light to the world.  You do this by bringing My light to all you meet.  My daughter, you recall that when the doctor walked into your room to greet you, he said that he saw a brightness, a light about you.  He did not know what this light was or what caused it.  You know that the light he sees in you is Me.  It is My light that he sees.  You did not say this at the time because you were surprised at his words and you, like My Mother Mary, held them close to your heart and pondered.  When he mentions this again to you, (and he will), you will know what to tell him.  You will say, ‘I have no light of my own, but what you are seeing is the light that is in my heart and burns very brightly.  This is the light of my Savior, Jesus.’  This is what you are to say.  After saying this, remain quiet and allow him to speak what is in his heart.  Only listen until he is finished.  Pray.  I will give you subsequent words to say, My child.  Trust in Me to fill you with all you need.  Trust in My love.  Only I know what each heart needs and how to deliver according to each one’s needs.  My child, now is the time that I am calling you and My son (name withheld) to give your love away to others.  Give much of yourselves, My children.  You will empty yourselves continually out of love for others.  You wonder how this could be and what it means.  Do not worry, but believe and be alert for those in need.  They will cross your path, you will see.  Be alert for them.  Be on guard and remain alert.  When someone comes into your presence, no matter where you are, ask Me, Jesus how to love them, how to give My love to them.  I will guide you.  You are to be friends, sister and brother, mother and father, grandfather and grandmother to each person.  My children are so very desperate for love.”

 

“Be open to this gift that I give to you and that I ask you to give to others.  This is the time, My children that I invite you to love heroically.  Do not think of this as being difficult, for remember I will do this work in and through you, but you must give Me your ‘yes!’  This ‘yes’ has already been given to Me, several times over, and today with your acceptance of this great mission, the deeper acceptance, your ‘yes’ resounded in Heaven.  Also, and each day you must give me your ‘yes’ and be open to the possibilities to love each day.  Be open to the smallest of ways in which I call you to love and little by little you will see a trail of love behind you and before you.  Remember, only love endures forever.  My son, it is for you that I say this, ‘only love will go with you to Heaven—works, yes—but only works done in and through the love of God.”

 

(Jesus smiles.  He knows well, the quote (name withheld) uses often.  Jesus knows everything about us and hears every word we speak.) 

 

“Love is lacking, you are thinking.  Yes, human love lacks much.  My love however is complete.  It is everything perfect, good and true and My love is not a love of conditions.  Therefore, pray and be open to the love, this love that is Me.  I will love through you.  Consent to be love each day, My little ones.  My son, you must not be afraid.  In your humility, do not be afraid, but only realize that I made you smaller so that I could fill you with My greatness.  If you were not small, your own puffed up pride would fill your heart and there would be no room for the powerful, mighty love of God.  Therefore, you have been made small.  In this way, you can no longer rely on the many gifts I have given you, but now you will rely solely on Me.  Your little (name withheld) has already experienced this and now you, too will share in the humility of always depending on Me for everything.  Wherever you go and whatever you do, you will recognize that it is only by My grace that you can do anything.  You will come to recognize My hand in all you do, My son, My friend, My brother.  I love you.  I created you.  I, who can suspend the laws of nature, the laws I created, I who created everything from nothing, I love you!  I, who thought of you light years before you were born, will not abandon you.  I, who deemed you important enough in My plan and in My love, brought you to be in your mother’s womb, will never abandon you.  You must open your heart to My burning love that purifies, that ignites your flame, your sword of righteousness and this sword is one that will penetrate hearts that are cold, with the fire of My love.  It is My love that overpowers darkness, coldness, evil.  It is My love that brings hope.  This, My son is true power.  This is the power of Heaven.  It does not belong to the world.  It belongs to Me.  I give it to My Children of Light, but sadly, many of My children, the faithful ones, do not open their hearts completely to Me.  You will and you are.  My little lamb, the one I have given you to provide for and to care for, to lead spiritually as the head, she opens herself to Me and together, you will give love to the ones who are unloved in the world.  This is critical to My plan, My son and so I ask you to reflect and to pray to give Me once again your ‘yes’.  My son, your willingness is of the utmost importance.  Mankind does not understand the power God has given via free will.  The free will of each person is highly respected by God, the giver of free will, the Creator of the will in man.  This is why I ask you again for your ‘yes’ to this deeper request.  This requires faith, My (name withheld) for what I ask of you does not seem tangible.  I assure you that it only appears intangible because of your life on earth.  From Heaven’s perspective this is a very tangible and an important moment.  Heaven awaits your decision.”

 

“My daughter, My love, you will please give My words to My son to read now so that he will read them in this holy place, in My presence.”

 

Yes, Lord.  I will do it now, Jesus.

 

Jesus, thank You for this great gift of love.  Thank You for the gift of Yourself.  Help me to pour forth Your love to others.  Use me as Your instrument, Jesus, even when I am not aware.  In fact, I don’t need to be aware of how You do this, Jesus since I give You my consent.  I love You, my Lord and my All.

 

“My child, it has been an eventful day for you spiritually.  Return now to your home.  Thank you for being with Me today.  Thank you for your friendship.  I want this friendship with each one of My children.  Show them My love, My daughter.  Tell them of My great love for them.  You will know what to say, because I will give you the words.  Go now in My peace.  My child, one more thing you must remember.  There are times that you will be rejected in the love.  Know this, they are not rejecting you but they are rejecting Me, the love.  I was rejected in My humanity and in My Divinity.  I am rejected.  Your love consoles Me.  The love you give to others, My love will be rejected at times.  Do not grow sad for long, My daughter.  Console My heart by giving Me your love and then move on to give love to others.  This is what I did on earth.  This is giving love freely.  It is not expecting love in return.  It is hoping for love, but not expecting.  I love you, so this is what you are to focus on, as well as the love of your family.  I give you My peace, My child, My lamb.  I give you My blessing.”

 

“I thank you for the love you gave to (name withheld) who is in need of My love and needs much reassurance.  You, My child, saved her from a much worse accident.  Your love, your presence, your joy, the extended time you took with her gave her much peace.  I protected you and in turn you made her feel safe and extended My mantle of protection.  It was as if you lifted the mantle I spread over you and allowed her to come inside.  You shared this space of loving protection when you invited her in. Thank you, My child.”

 

Jesus, I thank You for protecting both of us from what would have been a terrible accident. (Personal dialogue omitted).  You are amazing, Lord.  I thank You!  Please bless beautiful (name withheld) who is worried about many things.  She is a young, busy mother, Jesus.  I know what that is like.  Protect her, Lord and bring her closer to Your Sacred Heart.

 

“Yes, My child.  I will do so.  (Now I am smiling because of Jesus’ ‘yes’ to me!!)  I bless you now, My little one; in the name of My Father, in My name and in the name of My Holy Spirit.  Go in My powerful, transforming love and peace.”

 

Amen!  Alleluia!  Thank You, my Jesus.  I love You.

 

“And I love you.”

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