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March 26, 2017  Adoration Chapel

Hello dearest Jesus, ever present in the Blessed Sacrament of the Altar.  I believe in You, hope in You, love You and adore You.  Thank You for the opportunity to adore You and to go to Holy Mass this morning.  Please bless our priests and protect them, Lord.  Please heal (names withheld) and all who are ill with cancer and Alzheimer’s.  Please heal (name withheld) and give graces to (name withheld).  Please heal (name withheld), Lord.

 

Lord it has been a rough two weeks.  So many things have occurred in such a brief span of time.  I can hardly catch my breath.  You knew all of this would happen, Lord and I take comfort knowing You are in control.  Thank You for making it possible for (names withheld) and me to be at (name withheld) bedside when he died.  Thank You for making his death peaceful, Lord.  I miss him terribly but am glad for him, as he so wanted to go to Heaven.  Lord, I pray for the repose of his soul and for the repose of (name withheld) soul also.  It seems so many people are dying lately, Jesus.  Please take all those who will die today to Heaven.  Father (name withheld) said approximately 16,000 people die each day from all over the world.  Those are the ones that are known.  There may be many more we never hear of, but this is a lot of people.  Please take these souls to Heaven.

 

Jesus, the future seems so unsure, yet I remember (name withheld) saying, ‘We don’t know what the future holds but we know Who holds the future.’  This is comforting, Jesus.  (Name withheld) said for me to take one step at a time; small steps and to use St. Therese of Lisieux as my guide.  I don’t know to what this pertains, Lord.  Jesus, I trust in You.

 

Jesus, have You anything to say to me?

 

“Yes, My child.  You are grieving and suffering.  I am with you and I will not allow you to face the battles and storms alone.  Bring your heartache to Me, My child.  Submerse your sadness in My Sacred Merciful Heart.  I will comfort you.”

 

Yes, Jesus.  Thank You!  I love You.

 

Jesus, I beg You to heal (name withheld).  Please, Lord.  She is suffering so very much.  She is very young, too Lord.  Her parents and her entire family are suffering because of her suffering.  Help them.  Give them all the graces they need at this difficult time.  Please, Jesus, heal her.  Your Will is perfect, though Lord and You know best.  If it is possible, though, I ask for her healing.  I know all things are possible for You, Jesus but Your Will be done.  You know what each soul needs.  Keep (name withheld) and her family in Your arms.

 

“I am with them, My child.  I am holding each one close to My heart.  My child, you have been through many trials and are enduring deep loss.  Yet you know I am with you.  My hand is upon you during these trials and storms.  Lean on Me, My child.  Lean on My Mother, also.  St. Joseph prays for you and all of My Children of Light.  Do not be afraid.  There is nothing to fear.  I am in control.  Things will appear even darker, My child.  Recall the vision I gave you in which you were standing in the middle of a forest at night and a storm was raging.  You couldn’t see anything except when there were bolts of lightning.  You were wet, cold and afraid.”

 

Yes, Jesus.  I remember this well.  But then Your Mother took hold of my hand.  She began to lead me.  I walked with Her, trusting Her to lead me, though I could see nothing. 

 

“Yes, My child.  She led you through the storm to safety, to Me.”

 

Yes, Jesus.

 

“My child, She is leading you now.  She knows the way.  She endured much grief during Her time on earth.  Allow Her to comfort you.  All of Heaven is praying for you.”
 

Thank You, Jesus.  This seems overwhelming, but I believe You. (That ‘all’ of Heaven is praying for me....)

 

“You have many intercessors in Heaven.  Continue praying the Litany during your prayer time, My child.  This is pleasing to Me and brings about many graces.  It shows humility when My children ask the saints to pray for them.  It acknowledges the Communion of Saints and My sovereignty over the things of the world.  It keeps your heart and mind focused on Heaven and the reality of My Kingdom.  Heaven is closer to My children than they realize; than you realize.”

 

That is comforting to know, Lord.  Jesus, we still haven’t gotten to (name withheld) yet.  I am sorry.  It’s been so busy, but perhaps there will be an opportunity to go soon.  The sense of urgency doesn’t seem to be as great as it was since he already is aware of the circumstances.  However, it would be good to see him.  Lord, thank You for Your words yesterday.  I am awaiting confirmation, and was hoping that would come from (name withheld).  Please send confirmation so (name withheld) and I know for certain the direction according to Your Will.  Thank You for giving me some hope, even though things look very bleak.  If You have another plan for (name withheld) and me, please enlighten us about that, Jesus.  We are open to Your plan and to Your Will.  I am very sad that things have strayed so far from Your plan.  Please don’t give up on us, though Jesus.  Please bring Your plan and that of Your Holy Mother Mary to fruition.  If we are not to be part of this plan any longer and You have another course for us to take, please guide us, Jesus.  We want to do Your Will, above all else.  Lord, we are Your servants.  We want to love and honor You.  Help us to be a witness to Your love and mercy, Jesus.  Heal our wounds, Lord and please heal my broken heart.  If not, Jesus then help me to bear this brokenness.  I give all to You, Lord.  All that I have and all that I am is Yours.  I love You, Lord.  Help me to love You more and more.  Help me to serve You more each day.  Love others through me, Jesus.  I am unable to love as You love, so put Your love in my small weary heart and fill me with Your love, Your joy, Your mercy. 

 

“My child, this is a good prayer.  You are growing each day, My daughter.  Remember that I only request small steps; as (name withheld) told you, one step at a time.  I am with you.  I am patient with you.”

 

Thank You, my Jesus.  I am grateful!  Lord, please take charge of my job search.  I don’t have the strength or the stamina to begin all over again with this process, and yet I need to work to provide for my family.  In a way, it is a relief not to be thinking about work right now with all that is going on and yet I know that is not correct thinking.

 

“My child, I will provide.  Continue being faithful to family prayer, My child.  Do not allow the commitments to take precedence over the family rosary.  It is too important and very needed by your family.”

 

Yes, Jesus.  Lord, have You anything more to say to me?

 

“Yes, My child.  I love you.  I am with you.  All will be well.  Trust in Me.  I give you My peace.  Share it with others.”

 

Yes, Lord.

 

“This is enough for now, My child.  Rest in My presence and allow My peace to wash over you.”

 

Thank You, Lord!  Jesus, I trust in You.  Jesus, I trust in You.  Jesus, I trust in You.  I love You!

 

“And I love you.  Go in peace, My little one.  I bless you in My Father’s name, in My name and in the name of My Holy Spirit.”

 

Jesus, I forgot to speak with You about (name withheld).  Please help him.  Please ease the pain he has in his knee and in his back and protect him from cancer.  Make him whole, Lord.  I pray this for him, Jesus.  Give him Your strength, Lord and purify him physically so that no cancer cells can exist within him.  Thank You for his life and for his love.  Praise You, Lord. You are the God of the impossible and You make all things new.  I love You, Lord.

 

“My child, I am with you and with (name withheld).  Trust in Me.  Lean on Me.  All will be well.  Go in peace, My (name withheld) and My (name withheld) and know that I am with you.”

 

Amen!

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March 12, 2017  Adoration Chapel

Hello, Jesus ever present in the Blessed Sacrament of the Altar.  I believe in You, adore You, love You and praise You.  Thank You for Your presence, Jesus.  Thank You for my Communion with You last evening and for making it possible for me to go to Confession a few days ago.

 

Lord, I am worn out from the days’ events and am grateful for Your presence with me through these trials.  (Name withheld) has been through so much, Jesus.  Please help him.  I am sorry I was so concerned about my plans for today, Lord when You had another plan.  Your plan is always better than mine, Lord.  Your plan is perfect.  The procedure (name withheld) needed was unexpected and I was caught off guard.  Things were happening very quickly and then when I learned I was expected to help in the procedure, I was really taken aback.  The care was unsafe, Lord and the entire experience left me anxious and emotional (after the fact).  I’m sorry I allowed my peace to be disturbed.  I should be more trusting in You, Jesus.

 

“My child, My child.  You were right to be concerned and to request assistance.  I was there with you, My child as I am now.  Lean on Me.”

 

Yes, Lord.  Thank You, Jesus.  Jesus what is to happen with us, Your children?  Will Your Mother’s community come to fruition?  I don’t think we have received Your direction on where we go from here, but could have missed it since we are so focused on getting through each day.  It seems as if we go from one urgent situation to another.  There have been several deaths, too Jesus with friends or with others I know (and their friends).  There is so much tension beneath the surface with those who seek war and have hatred in their hearts.  Lord, I felt overwhelmed this morning.  Help us, Jesus.  Guide us.  Give us the guidance to do Your Will and to do it willingly.

 

“My daughter, all is going according to plan; according to My plan.  It doesn’t seem that way, My child, I know.  When My children stray from the course I have laid out for them, it takes some time to steer the course back to My plan, but this is only because of My Mercy.  I could correct things in an instant if I chose to do so, but I choose a more gentle, fatherly approach for I am prudent and wise.  I desire the best outcome and that means that I desire to bring My children along in holiness and with the opportunity to change and have a conversion of heart.  This is why, My child it seems as if I am slow to act.  I am acting in ways you cannot see, My little one.  I am acting with the best possible outcome in mind for all of My children.  Some will choose to pick themselves up and continue walking with Me on My path.  Others will decide for another path and will leave My plan, My Will.”

 

“My children have a great gift, from the Father and that is the gift of free will.  Rest assured, though, My little lamb that I am your Shepherd and I am leading you even when you are unaware.  Just as a shepherd watches over his flock at night while his flock is sleeping, so do I watch over and guide you even when you are unaware.  You did not feel My presence in the room with you today, but I was with you.  Your guardian angel was with you.  Your angel prompted you to direct the tech to call for assistance.  You knew you could not proceed to do what she was planning and so you spoke up in defense of (name withheld) safety.  You followed the urging of your angel, My child and I was behind you, at your back supporting you so you would not fall.  I promised to never leave you, My child and I am true to My word.”

 

Yes, Jesus.  Thank You, Lord.  I appreciate You, Lord and thank You for Your kindness and Your mercy.  I’m sorry I allowed myself to get worked up, Jesus.  Help me to be able to handle stress better, Lord especially when my loved ones are in danger.  I want to have a level head, just as the Blessed Mother has.  I am so far from being like Her, Lord.

 

“My child you are growing with each new situation in which I place you.  The events that occurred today were designed by Me.  I wanted you to be there this morning with (name withheld).  I did not want (names withheld) there, for they would not have been able to handle it, as you did.  (Name withheld) would not have had the procedure he so needed.  Do not be angry with Me, My child, for I put you in this position.  I did so for the good of all involved and I knew you would rely on Me.”

 

But I don’t think I did, Lord.  If I had been, I wouldn’t have been so emotional later. 

 

“My daughter, your emotional response was normal.  You love (name withheld) and are concerned for him.  What occurred was not correct in the standards of care as you know them and you spoke out.  You prayed to Me for help and reached out to (names withheld) for prayer, also.  What wrong did you do, My child?”

 

I complained about the entire situation and caused others to be upset.

 

“You told them what occurred, My child.  Could you have been more calm and less upset?  Possibly, but again this is normal, My child.  When one has been through a very difficult situation it is normal for you to talk about it with your family especially with regard to (name withheld) health.”

 

Jesus, I complained about the caregivers and I should not have done that.  I am sorry, Lord.

 

“My little lamb, I forgive you.  Do not feel as though you have disappointed Me, My child.  Remember I understand human nature.”

 

Yes, of course You do, Jesus!

 

“My daughter, I was surrounded for three years by My Apostles.  I ate with them, taught them, walked with them, prayed with them and revealed the secrets of My Kingdom to them.  Besides Adam and Eve, and My Holy Mother Mary, these twelve men were the only men to spend time with God and they spent time with Me—in the flesh, in My humanity and in My Divinity.  My child, I am aware of the frailties of human nature, for I created people.  Even though My Apostles were with Me, God, they even argued about which one was greater and which would sit beside Me in Heaven.  Yes, I know human nature.  Yet, I did not banish them from Me.  I simply forgave them, gave them the proper perspective and went on with My plan for My Church to be established.  I knew they would grow in holiness, courage and strength through My Holy Spirit and I was patient with them.  I am patient with you also, My child.  I am patient with all of My children, especially so in this Age of Mercy.  My mercy is limitless, My child and until the Age of  My Justice, My mercy will save countless souls from the evil one.”

 

“My child, you are not perfect, it is true and yet, I love you.  You will face many more experiences that will be trying and difficult but with My assistance and guidance you will grow stronger in faith, hope and love.  Together, we will face much adversity and because of this time of preparation, you will assist others who are not as schooled in My ways.  You will encourage and guide them and by your confidence, they will have hope in Me.  If you did not experience these difficult trials and overcome them by My grace, you would not have the confidence in Me that will be required to calm My frightened children.  All will be well, My precious little child.  All will be well.  Only, trust in Me.”

 

Yes, Lord.  Thank You, Lord.  You are so good to me, Lord.  You are good to all of Your children, Jesus.  If everyone knew how kind, gentle and merciful Your heart is, everyone would love You!

 

“Tell them, My daughter.  You tell them.”

 

I will tell those I can, Lord.  I can’t tell everyone since I do not have that capability but I will speak of Your goodness to all I know, Lord and will try to show Your love to those I meet.  Help me to show Your love, Jesus because I do not love in the way You do.  You love unconditionally, and unreservedly, Lord.  Your love is pure with no hidden motives.  Teach me to love as You love, my Jesus.

 

“My child, I am protecting you.  I assure you that My plans will come to fruition.  My Mother’s community will be established and you and your family will participate in My Father’s mission.  Trust in Me.  I am with you.  I walk with you, My child.  You do not know how all will come to fruition so you must trust without seeing.  You do not need to see each step ahead of you, for you are to trust in Me to lead you and to place each step you take on the right path.  Hold fast to My hand and the hand of My Mother and you will remain in sync with Our plan.  Be at peace, My little one.  All will be well.  Go now in peace.  I bless you in My Father’s name, in My name and in the name of My Holy Spirit.  Rely on Me, My child.”

 

Yes, Jesus.  Thank You, Jesus!

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