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Children of the Renewal Messages

June 25, 2017  Adoration Chapel

Hello dear Jesus ever present in the Blessed Sacrament of the Altar.  Thank You for allowing us to be here with You.  I love You, praise You, adore You, believe in You and hope in You.  Lord, I bring all who are ill to You and pray for their healing and their consolation.  Ease the burden of their suffering if it pleases You.  I pray for those in the world who will die today, that You will bring them to Your heavenly kingdom.  I pray for all who suffer from addictions and mental illness.  Heal them, Lord and free them from their afflictions and from the one who wants all Your children to be tormented.  Protect all of Your children from evil, sweet Jesus.  Lord, I pray for graces to forgive and to have mercy as You have mercy.  Help us to grow closer to Your Sacred Merciful Heart.  Take us into the Immaculate Heart of Mary and transform us into holy and pure children.  Unite us to Your Sacred, Divine Heart through the heart of Your Immaculate, Holy Mother Mary.  Oh, Mary conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to thee.  I love You, Blessed Mother.  Help me to grow ever closer to Your Son, Jesus.  Jesus, I love You.  Help me to love You more.  Jesus, I trust You.  Help me to trust You more.  Jesus, my Lord and my God, have You anything to say to me today?


“Yes, My child.  You have much on your heart today.  Give Me your sadness, your fears, your burdens.  Give them all to Me, My little lamb.”


Yes, Jesus, Lord God, I give You all that is on my heart at this moment and all that will be on my heart today and every day.  I give You my concerns, every fear and each burden.  I entrust them all to You, my Savior.  I entrust my children, grandchildren and every member of my family, both living and deceased to Your loving care, and to Your infinite mercy.  Jesus, I also give You every sin that I carry on my heart which stains my little, poor soul causing it to suffer pain because it separates me from the one I love most.  Jesus, please forgive me for my sins and also forgive me for the times I do not completely forgive those who have offended me.  I want to forgive, Jesus just as You forgive, though I am incapable of being as merciful and forgiving as You because I do not love as You love.  Lord, forgive even my un-forgiveness and replace my poor bitter, sad attempts to forgive with Your all loving, total forgiveness and mercy and with the glory of Your Mother’s purity.  Lord, I recognize I can never be like Your Holy Mother Mary and yet I ask this of You.  Give me the purity and the love of the Immaculate Heart of Mary so that I can truly love You as You deserve.  Jesus, I am truly wretched just as the song, Amazing Grace says, ‘A wretch like me,’ but You can do all things, Lord and so I rest in the knowledge of Your infinite benevolence toward sinners and I place my unworthy heart in Yours.  Hold me fast within Your Sacred Heart, Jesus where I am protected even from myself.  Thank You my Lord, my God, my Redeemer.  Praise You!


“This is a good prayer, My little one.  You hesitate, but I want you to write My words.  I know you are unworthy, My little lamb, and yet I love you just as I love all of My children.  No one except My Mother is worthy, little lamb, so do not be concerned.  Yet, I say that your heart is sincere.  It has always been so, for I made you this way.  You are My sincere child who recognizes her faults and runs to her Jesus just as you ran to your Mama, as a small child after you fell.  Recall the times you came home after school calling, “Mother!  Mother!” as you came in the front door to tell her all about your falls on the playground and why your tights were torn again.  You wanted her to dress your bleeding knees and comfort you.  Do you recall this, My child?”


Yes, Jesus.  I vaguely remember this, but I remember more clearly my mother telling me about it when I was older.  Apparently, I tore nearly every pair of tights or leotards as we called them, she bought for me.  I fell down frequently on the playground.  Of course, we couldn’t wear tennis shoes then and our dress shoes (saddle oxfords and patent leather shoes) were slick on the soles….  I do remember knowing that my Mom would make everything better once I was home.  And, she always did.


“Yes, My child, she did.  This is how you are to come to Me each time you fall.  Come running to your Jesus and bring Me news of your falls, your wounds and allow Me to comfort you and dress your wounds.  I want to be this close to you, My little one.  I want to be this and much more for you.  You are doing this already, My daughter, but this memory will serve to be a powerful image for you and help you to hasten to Me even more quickly.”


Yes, Lord.  Thank You my beautiful, dear Savior.  I love You, my Jesus.


“And I love you, My daughter.”


Jesus, the sadness I am carrying presses in on me; so much like a vice grip; squeezing my heart, or like a pair of tight fitting shoes, and tight fitting clothes, only I can’t remove it, Lord.  It is with me everywhere I go.  I only find a few moments of consolation when I receive You in Holy Communion and then it shows up again and remains with me.  Jesus, I give this sadness, this loneliness, this absence of joy to You, Immerse it in Your Sacred, Merciful Heart.  Your Heart is like an ocean, Lord and You said when we give You our sadness, or any burdens we carry, that they dissipate in the ocean of Your Sacred, Merciful Heart.  Jesus, if it is Your Holy Will, please dissipate these burdens of mine.  Take them, Jesus and where there are empty spaces caused by their absence, fill them (the empty places in my heart) with Your joy, Your peace, Your love, Your mercy.  Grant me holy joy and holy peace, Jesus so that I may once again be a daughter of the Renewal.  Lord Jesus, my King, create a clean heart in me and put a steadfast spirit in me, just as Your Word says.  Lord, I want to be whole again so that I can praise You with the joy I once had in my soul.  Lord, if it is not Your Will, and You prefer I continue to suffer, then I pray that You use my suffering for souls who do not know Your love.  They have not basked in the sunshine of Your love as I have, Jesus.  I can’t begin to imagine their sadness, their loneliness.  Lord, use my emotional pain to console them and to open their wounded hearts to You so they will receive the graces You are already showering upon them.  Open the very pores of their souls to receive Your grace and Your love, my God and my all.  Only You can mend broken hearts, Jesus.  Mend theirs now.  Mend the broken families, the broken lives and hearts, Jesus who are in such need of Your love.


“My daughter, My little one, I accept your prayers and I take your suffering and apply it for graces for souls who are unloved.  You grieve for the loved ones you have lost to Heaven, but they grieve for the love they have never known.  They grow bitter and resentful for their poor little souls never had the water of kindness and the sunshine of love required by all of My children to grow into beautiful children of the Living God, and so their hearts grew into hard stones and have become almost like fossils.  I cannot go against their will, but I can use the good will of other children and apply it to them thereby opening their hard hearts just like a small crack or sliver to allow My light to illuminate the darkness within them.  My little lamb, I have relieved your sadness somewhat, for I cannot refuse the prayer of one who trusts so much in Me, but I ask that you continue to carry this burden a little while longer for there are so many desperate, unloved souls.”


Yes, Jesus.  Thank You, Lord for allowing me the opportunity to help even one soul feel loved; feel Your love.  You must help me, though Jesus.  I am not good at suffering and I tend to inflict my suffering on others by complaining and being irritable.  Forgive me for the many times I have not suffered in silence and even in joy, but have criticized my family and have been cross with them.  Lord, if I am to help other souls I do not know, I certainly don’t want to cause harm to those closest to me, and yet that is what I do.  Lord, save me from myself and save my family from my sadness so they do not suffer because of me.


“My child, I will help you with graces, but it is not easy.  This is something you can conquer with My assistance, My child, but I cannot make it easy or it would not be sacrificial. (I sense Jesus smiling at me, for He knows exactly how many times I am short with others and He knows that I already know what He just told me; that I still must bear the small cross or it wouldn’t be a suffering.  Yet, He is infinitely patient with me.)  You understand this, My little one and yet I am pleased that you are doing exactly as I asked—bringing your burdens to Me and doing so right away.  This pleases Me, My child and it consoles My wounded heart.  Later, you will feel My consolations in return but for now I accept your willingness, My child and that is enough for Me.”


Thank You, Jesus.  I love You.  As long as You are with Me and (name withheld) can put up with me, we will get through this together. Thank You for the friends You have placed in my life who care about and pray for me.  I shudder to think where I would be without them and I know it is because of Your love that I have such beautiful, faithful friends.  Lord, that is one thing I don’t like about this grip on My heart and that is not being able to extend myself much to others.  There is such a dark cloud over me.  It feels like a veil that blocks my vision of the world and keeps me busy about trying to pull it back so that I can see You and see others.  I am so focused on that, and just getting through each day that I don’t see others who are in need.  It seems self-centered, Lord.  Help me to still do for others as I could before this sadness descended on me like a thick fog.  Help me to be a loving presence in spite of any sad condition.  I want to live the Gospel, Jesus.  Please, Jesus.


“My child, My child this is as it should be and part of the cross.  If I removed the veil of sadness that dims My light, so you could be as always with your friends, it would not be suffering.  My little lamb, continue on as you are and keep praying for others.  You will be more like a contemplative for a while and that is also being a loving presence for others.  It is perhaps more of a ‘behind the scenes’ presence to You but it is not so to Me.  You are suffering and praying for others and this takes you directly to the front lines of the spiritual battle between good and evil between My Mother and My adversary, between the very power of Heaven and the gates of hell.  Do you see, My child?  My child, do not underestimate the power of prayer and suffering to break the chains of oppression with which My enemy ensnares the children of God.  Be encouraged now by your Jesus and trust in Me.  I will use your crosses to move behind enemy lines and free those who are in prison and who have never experienced My love.  All will be well, My child.  All will be well.  Ask Saint Teresa of Calcutta to help you and she will.” 


Yes, Jesus.  Thank You, Jesus.


“My little lamb, do not be anxious about the evil work that is escalating and seems to have corrupted the entire world and civilization, for I have already won the victory and one day, all will know that I am the One True God.  All will worship Me in a spirit of truth and love and will be united to My Sacred Heart through the Heart of My Immaculate Mother Mary.  The world will know peace like never before since the time of Adam and Eve before the fall.  Yes, My child you have heard correctly, the world will know peace as never before recorded in the history books of mankind, except as recorded about the Garden.  It is My Father’s Will for His children.  It is His plan and all of Heaven works toward this.  My Immaculate and Holy Mother leads these efforts as the Queen of Heaven and earth, to do the Will of My Father.  She is united with the Blessed Trinity and so She perfectly carries out the Will of God, just as She did on earth.  She was able to do so because of Her fullness of grace, due to having never experienced sin.  This is how My first children were created, without the stain of sin, and they lived in the splendor of God’s presence for quite some time until they gave in to the solicitations from My adversary.  They tasted sin and therefore lost the perfection of their souls and their bodies also experienced the consequence of sin by aging and dying and becoming corrupt in the grave.  This is why My Most Holy Mother Mary, having never given into sin, was assumed body and soul into Heaven for She did not pay the consequence of sin and therefore did not age, nor did her body suffer decay after her life work was completed.  I carried Her to Heaven Myself so as to escort Her into My Kingdom and into Her new Kingdom.  She paid the price of the sins of others, through My children, for She witnessed the most horrific scene, the passion and death of Her only Son.  You cannot begin to imagine the extent of Her suffering, Children of Light for Her heart was as pure and innocent as a small child, and with such love and tenderness did She love all others.  The sight of such evil and hatred, not to mention such violence that She witnessed being directed solely at Her Son, whom She knew was also God, was a suffering that is indescribable to you who are without Her purity and grace.  One day, those of you who come to Heaven will be given a full understanding of what My Mother and yours had to endure for love of God and you will be forever grateful.  For now, you are to console Her with your love and your prayers.  Pray for the souls who are lost and have no direction towards Me.  By praying for them, you will also console My Most Holy Mother Mary, for She loves all of Her children and takes special concern for those who are lost.  Thank You, My children!”


Thank You, my Jesus!  Thank You, Blessed Mother ever virgin full of grace.  Thank You for Your love and for Your intercession before God’s throne for Your children.  Help us to grow in holiness.  Give us graces from God to love as You love.  Help us to know and love Your Son, Jesus Christ with the love, humility, simplicity and purity with which You love.  Please do not give up on us, Blessed Mother but shelter us under Your holy mantle and give us refuge in Your Immaculate Heart, oh Queen of Heaven and Earth.  Mother of God and our Mother, I love You.  Help me to love You more so that I will have a heart more like Yours to love Your Son in the way that I should like to love Him and that He so deserves.  Thank You for Your undying love, dearest Mother.  Thank You for Your prayers and for the many graces You share with us, Your poor children.  Open us to receive these graces, dearest Mother Mary and make us well disposed to receive all that God wants us to have so that we can love Him completely.  Jesus, have You anything more to say to me?


“My child, I will continue to be with you in a special way this week.  Continue on the path I have laid before you, rising each day in prayer as I have taught you with the rosary and Divine Mercy Chaplet beginning each day for God and ending it each day.  Do not take on the worries of the world but live only for each day, moment by moment walking with Me.  Soon, the robe of sadness will be removed and you will feel My light more fully, just as you do the warmth of sunshine.  I am with you.  I walk with you.  You are never alone, even when it seems that way to you.  Remember this, My little lamb for I will never desert you.  I love you.  I bless you in the name of My Father, in my name and in the name of My Holy Spirit.  Go in My peace.  Be mercy, be love to others.  Trust in Me, your Jesus, My (name withheld) and My (name withheld) for I am worthy of your trust.”


Yes, Jesus.  Amen!  Alleluia!


June 11, 2017  Adoration Chapel, Feast of the Most Holy Trinity 

Hello, dear Jesus ever present in the Most Blessed Sacrament of the Altar.  It is good to be here with You, Lord.  I adore You and praise You, my Lord Jesus Christ.  Thank You for being with me this week, Jesus.  I am grateful for Your blessings.  I bring all of my concerns and problems to You, as well as my joys.  I leave the concerns and problems at Your feet, dear Jesus.  I also bring those who are ill and those who will die today.  Bring them into Your heavenly kingdom, Lord God.  I pray also for those who are away from the Church; most especially for (names withheld) and for all those in our family.  Jesus, please protect all who are travelling during their summer vacation as well as the priests who will begin new assignments.  Please be with them and ease their concerns.  Lord, open the hearts of the parishioners who will receive new associate pastors and pastors and give them graces for hospitality so Your holy priest sons will feel welcomed in their new parishes.


Lord, my heart is very heavy over Our Lady’s community and what has transpired.  Just when I think I’m beginning to heal, some new piece of information comes to light and the wounds are reopened.  So much deceit and betrayal in the name of Your Holy Mother Mary is most difficult to bear.  I am very downhearted about all of this evil.  Please help me, Jesus.  Heal me, Lord.  Jesus I trust in You.  Jesus, I trust in You.  Jesus, I trust in You.


Lord, have You anything to say to me today?


“Yes, My child, I do.  Your heart is indeed heavy and I understand.  I know your pain and sorrow.  I suffered betrayal when I walked the earth.  Forgive, My child.  Forgive.  Give all to your Jesus.”


Yes, Lord.  Thank You.


“My child, I am removing the wheat from the chaff in My Mother’s community.  I am protecting you, though it appears I am not.  Be of good cheer.  Focus on that which is good, holy and beautiful.  Fill your hearts and minds on the things of Heaven.  Allow Me to work everything out, My child.”


Yes, Jesus!


(Private dialogue omitted)


“My little lamb, My (name withheld) is offering much needed spiritual support and this is the work that has the utmost importance.  I ask My children to pray more, trust more, and to have peace.  I desire forgiving hearts.  I realize that is most difficult, but it is possible with My grace and My help.  It is vital to the outcome of the community to learn forgiveness now.  It will not become easier in the future to forgive, My little one.  There will be more situations in your future that will require forgiveness, mercy and peace.  I call all of My children to forgive, to give mercy and to love one another.  This is the Gospel message which I invite all to live.  Without forgiveness and mercy, there can be no love.  Without love, there is no Christianity.  My child, the world is already lacking love and mercy.  I call My children to love heroically.  Live love, My children.  Live mercy.  Live peace.  If you, who are My children, do not learn to forgive and to love, who will bring My love and mercy to others?  Be light to illuminate the darkness in peoples’ hearts.  My children it is easy to love your friends.  It is easy to love those who never hurt you.  I say, ‘love your enemies.  Bless those who persecute you for My name.’  My children, in the time of great distress and darkness, you will see many who have been through terrible events and they will be suffering.  They will be wounded in many ways.  How will you minister to them when your hearts are full of anger, fear, and unforgiveness?  I tell you, you will be unable to love them.  Your hearts will be hardened and you will not be able to give them mercy, compassion, love and you will not be in a position to speak to their wounded hearts about forgiveness to help them heal, for your hearts will have become calloused and bitter.  Do not be like the foolish who nurse resentment, anger and pride, but humble yourselves before the Lord and ask Me to forgive your unforgiving hearts.  Pray for graces to love and to be merciful, as I love and as I am mercy.  If you want to be true followers of Jesus, you must open your hearts to love, to sacrificial love.  I forgave those who were killing Me, My children.  I forgave from the cross and I prayed for My Father to forgive them, also.  One does not wait for apologies. (One who is a Christian.)  Forgiveness is an act of the will.  Forgive My children and ask Me to heal your wounds.  I will heal you in time, but you must forgive.”


Yes, Jesus.  Thank You, Jesus.  Help me to forgive and to continue to forgive.  Help all the families who have been betrayed to forgive those who have harmed us.  Forgive me for the times I have not been willing to forgive, Lord.  Jesus, I trust in You and You alone.  Help us, Lord to do Your Holy Will with heroic love.  We cannot do this without You, Lord.  We can do nothing without You.  Give us graces for love and mercy.  Please, Jesus.  Lord, I am having trouble focusing today.  So much is going on.  Please calm my troubled heart.  Give me Your peace, Jesus.  You are my refuge, my rock, my fortress, my Shepherd.  I love You, Jesus.  You are my everything. 


“I love you, also, My child.  I am with you.  I walk beside you and I will guide you and grant you My peace.”


Thank You, Lord for restoring My peace.  I am already feeling more recollected.  You are so generous, Lord.  Help me to be generous like You.


“My child, remember that I can calm the storms of your heart, mind and soul.  Only I can.  Ask Me into each difficulty.  Ask for My direction.  Ask for My peace and calmness, so that you can give this to others.  Be peace, My child.  I will show you the way.  Pray for My direction.”


Yes, Jesus.  Thank You, Lord.  Please guide and direct us today, Lord and in our conversations and meetings with others.  Give us Your peace.  Help us to be calm.  Give us clarity and wisdom, too and may we be always in Your Divine Will, Lord.  Help us to love and to be merciful, especially to those who have hurt us.  Help us also to be wise, Lord but most of all help us to trust in You.  We do not know the way through these difficulties, Lord, but You do, Jesus.  Show us the way, Lord even though there appears to be no way out.  Guard, guide and protect us, Jesus but even more importantly, help us to only do Your Holy Will. 


“My child, My little one, some problems cannot be solved with human wisdom and intellect.  Take My hand and follow Me.  You do not like where I lead you sometimes, for the way is rough and rocky, but do not fear for I will lead you.  I ask much of you, My children, but you are beginning to understand how I sift.  I am sifting.  I am separating.  Only those who truly love, forgive and show mercy will be able to carry out the mission of My Holy Mother Mary’s community.  Trust in Me, My (name withheld) and My (name withheld).  Trust in Me.”


Jesus, You are the only one who can be trusted.  You are the One who is trust Himself.  You are truth.  You are mercy.  You are love.  Thank You, Lord, that You show us what true love is.  You are love.  Thank You for being who You are.  I love You, my Lord and my God.  Help me to love You more.  


“My child, I love you, also.  All will be well.  Remember, I am with you and I guide you.  Love your brothers and sisters.  Pray for them.  Be love to them.  What I ask is not easy, but I showed you how to do this.  You have only to read the Gospels to have a living example.”


Yes, Jesus.  Thank You, Jesus!  Thank You for the reassurances of St. Padre Pio and Your Holy Mother Mary.  Thank You!  I love You, Lord!


“And I love you.  Go in peace, My little lamb.  I bless you in My Father’s name, in My name and in the name of My Holy Spirit.  Be salt; be light; be love and mercy.”


Amen & Alleluia, Lord Jesus Christ!


I walked around in the church and prayed before the statue of St. Joseph and Jesus and also before the statue of St. Padre Pio.  St. Pio reassured me greatly in his fatherly way.  He reminded me that just because things seem dark now, doesn’t mean they will remain this way.  He said in fact, just when things seem to be the darkest, our Lord can turn it around in an instant and change everything.  He said pray, hope and don’t worry and I realized when he was saying this that I haven’t focused very much on the hope part of this.  I pray and I try not to worry, but I need to also hope.  When we have hope, there isn’t as much room for worry. 


Then, I walked over to the statue of Our Lady holding Jesus when he was about 3 or 4.  Jesus’ arms are held open as if He is calling the world to Himself.  I unburdened myself to Our Mother and She said to me that we are to trust Her son.  I asked Her how it was possible for Jesus to carry the burden of the passion and crucifixion with Him His entire life and to remain so calm and loving.  She said to look at His face in the statue and to observe how He looks, His expression.  I noticed He looked at peace, joyful and at the same time serene and wise.  He also has the look of innocence about Him, as a child, but yet wise at the same time.  He looked approachable.  She said that I am to have the same qualities, especially innocence and joy; with peace comes joy and She gave me graces for peace which I detected instantly and a wave of relief and peace washed over me.  How kind and generous our Mother is.  She is just like Her beautiful Son, Jesus.  She also explained that we are to love souls like Jesus did, that He focused on loving each and every soul and on gaining more souls for God’s Kingdom.  This is how He coped with the knowledge of His passion and death, by loving souls.  We are to do the same each day, She said, no matter where we are or what we are doing that we are to love in the midst of each day and thereby help Jesus to lead souls to Heaven.  This is our true mission.  How, under what circumstances, where we are, etc., is up to God.  She said we will be better able to live in Her community when we do this each and every day beginning now.  I have much relief and a heavy burden has been lifted from my heart.  Her motherly love has bound my wounds. 


Thank You, sweet Mother Mary for Your love that is a balm to my weary soul.  Praised be Jesus, now and forever!

June 4, 2017  Adoration Chapel, Feast of Pentecost

Hello, Jesus ever present in the Blessed Sacrament of the Altar.  I adore You, love You, praise You and thank You for all that You are and all that You do for me, Jesus.  You alone are God.  You alone are Lord.  You alone are the Most High deserving of all honor and praise.  Happy Feast day, Holy Spirit!  Thank You, Jesus for sending Your Spirit at Pentecost.  Please come, Holy Spirit and renew the face of the earth.


Lord, I pray for all who are ill and for all those who will die today.  Take them to Heaven, Jesus if it is Your Holy Will.  Lord, thank You for my family, for our health and for our love.  Please bring those who are away from the Church back to the safety of Holy Mother Church.  I pray especially for (name withheld) and for her husband (name withheld).  May all of my grandchildren be baptized.  Thank You for my husband.  Please heal him of all health issues, Jesus.


Thank You for the time we spent with (name withheld), Jesus.  It is so good to be with others who are of one heart and mind.


Jesus, have You anything to say to me today? 


“Yes, My child.  It is as I said at My daughter, (name withheld).  The violence, the evil plotting and planning for war is escalating.  Pray much and fast to avert war and to thwart these evil plans.  Pray, pray, pray.  My child, war is seldom for the reasons stated by the powerful, but only a way to profit and to assume control over that which does not belong to those who make war.  Lust for power, greed, cold hearts, sinfulness; this is what causes war in the hearts of men.  Yes, My child, it is as I have said.  War first begins in the heart.  Pray for hearts to change.  Hearts must change and experience conversion and union with God or peace will not be granted.”


Lord, I have heard others say that it is too late to avert the plans of the enemy, but Your children know that with You, all things are possible. 


“My little lamb, the chastisements coming cannot be avoided now because My people did not respond to the many, many requests My Mother gave at Fatima and beyond.  She suggests, invites, teaches and advises Her children out of deep love.  She intercedes before My Father and because of His mercy, He holds His arm of judgement.  Because of Her humility, purity and love God the Father has given humanity more time, but this time is provided so that the souls of My children are prepared.  Go to Communion and purify yourselves through Confession.  This is very important, My children.  You must be holy as I am holy.  You need these graces now and for what is to come.  This is the best means of preparation for you.  I need My holy Children of Light to be spiritually prepared so that you can assist others who will not be as prepared.  My children, when you experience unrest, chaos, remember that I am order; I am peace; I am love.  I will be with you and if you ask I will give you graces for peace.  This peace will be misunderstood, but those who are open will seek you because of your peaceful spirit.  Pray for this gift.  I give it freely to you but pray that you will be well disposed to receive this gift of peace.”


Thank You, Lord.  Jesus, I forgot to mention (name withheld).  Please protect her, Lord.  She is in a potentially dangerous situation and needs her grandparents.  Please console her the loss of her Mother.  Blessed Mother, remain at (name withheld) side and give her Your motherly love.  Keep her safe, dearest Mother.  Help her family to find good legal representation.  Lord, help our family financially.  Jesus, I trust in You.  Jesus, I trust in You.  Jesus, I trust in You!


“My child, I am pleased that you are here with Me today and I accept your prayers.  I asked you to bring all of your concerns to Me.  I know you have many weighing on your heart.  Give them to Me.”


Yes, Jesus.  I give all of my burdens, concerns and worries to You, Lord Jesus.  You are the only one who can help my family and the families who love and follow You of (location withheld).  Help them to forgive, Jesus.  Heal their wounded hearts.  Jesus, some say there is no time now for (location withheld), that events will begin too soon.  Lord, You are the only one who knows and You have the means and the power to work Your Will no matter what things may seem like to us.  Lord, I know You want us to trust in You, and I do.  Jesus, should I be doing anything differently to prepare (in addition to the spiritual preparation and the other ways You have already asked us to prepare)?  Please guide and direct us, Jesus so that we do Your Holy Will.  Things are so confusing now that those who were leading did not follow Your direction and did not rely on You.  I don’t want to be at fault for not listening to You, and for doing my will rather than Your Will.  Take my hand, Jesus.  Lead me in the way You want me to go.  I want to do Your holy and perfect will, so that I may serve You and serve my brothers and sisters as You would want me to do.  (Name withheld), also wants to do Your Will, Jesus.  Lord, I trust in You and I know You are asking for this and often ask for us to trust when we cannot see the way.  Keep me so close to You that we literally move together just like dance partners who move synchronously, as if they were one.  I want to follow Your lead, Jesus as if we were dancing on this journey through the unknown.  It is unknown to me, Lord, but You know all things and everything.  I want to be in lockstep with You, Jesus but is my desire enough?  I know You call for action, too Jesus and a lively faith.  Help me, guide me, direct me and give me every grace needed to respond quickly, faithfully and with trust, just as St. Joseph did when the angel of the Lord told him to take the Holy Family and flee to Egypt to escape King Herod’s soldiers sent to kill the Holy Innocents.  Holy Innocents of Bethlehem, pray for us.


“My child, I hear your pleas and I see your heart.  In this, you must trust Me.  I will not disappoint you, My child.  You and My son (name withheld) will do My Will and I will alert you at each critical step.  It is not for you to know every step, now My little lamb.  You are to remain small, like a child.  Trust in Me, Your Jesus to carry you.  I realize things have not gone according to your expectations, because there has been neglect and disregard for My Mother and Her plans.  I see the lack of peace the behavior of some has caused.  What I request from each family and each individual, is trust.  I am sifting the wheat from the chaff even now.  This sifting is important so that those who remain will be steadfast and true to My Most Holy Mother and Her plans for Her children.  You will all (those who remain and decide for Her) need to have a character that is above reproach for I have many souls who will be counting on you.  This is not a figure of speech, for their very lives and in some cases, their souls will be at stake.  I will send the poor in spirit, the distressed children who have lost parents, siblings, friends and who will have in some cases witnessed atrocities, My holy priest sons, weary, and in need of a place to rest their heads.  You, My children, My (name withheld) and My (name withheld) and My other children of (location withheld) will need to be standing with open arms to receive the downcast, the poor little ones, who will be frightened beyond belief and I entrust them all to you, your family and your brothers and sisters of My Mother’s community.  Do not be concerned with the details, My sweet daughter for those are in My control.  Focus on spiritual preparation.  This is what is needed now.  You have done what I have asked of you even when it did not make sense.  This is the trust and faith that I need in you.  You have already shown Me this and you have shown yourselves this, as well.  Now, you know why I asked you to prepare, to purchase supplies, to pack and to do the many other things I directed you to do.  The world would have mocked your actions (had others known) and they did not always make sense, yet you followed your Jesus anyway.  This is what I ask of you.  For now, you are to wait, watch and pray.  My Father told you that things would get bleaker before there was light.  Hold onto His words, My child.  He is truth and what He says comes to pass.  His words create and bring reality into being.  He told you My Mother’s community of (name withheld) would come to fruition, and therefore it will.  Be at peace.  Do not become caught up in the details and in the behavior of others.  Be a source of encouragement and peace.  You must be peace to others in the midst of this storm.  This will be good practice for you, My little one, for this storm will seem mild in comparison to the other storms on the horizon.  I tell you this to help you gain perspective, not to bring fear.  You must not fear, for fear is an absence of trust.  Trust in Me, My child.”


Yes, Jesus.  Thank You, Lord.


“My child, recall the storm and the time in the woods where you were unable to see due to the darkness, the wind and the rain.  This vision is one I want you to recall whenever times are difficult.  My Mother was there with you.  She took your hand and though you could not find your way, She could.  She guided you one step at a time and then She led you to Me.  I took your other hand and together with My Holy Mother we led you out of danger and to safety.  Do you recall, My daughter?”


Oh, yes Jesus.  I remember this very clearly.  Thank You, Lord!

Keep this vision close to your heart for it is reality.  In this way, you and My son (name withheld) are being led.  You have nothing to fear.  I remind you to begin each day together in prayer and end each day with the holy rosary.  I desire that you pray as a couple and then as a family.  In this way, we will protect you and you will be open to Our direction.  The evil one has no power over you when you pray and are obedient to God.  He will tempt you and he will try to come against you, but let prayer and the holy Sacraments be your weapon.”


Yes, Lord.  We have missed some of our prayer time for various reasons, but we will work harder to protect these times.


“My children, you must know how very perilous and fragile life is by now and so I tell you these things to protect you.  I love you and I do not want to lose you so you must be more attentive to prayer in the manner I outlined for you.  One day, you will see how many times My adversary tried to attack you, and it was to no avail.  The times he has attacked that you noticed you were able to withstand him and his minions because you were wearing My armor, and the many saints you call upon in your litany warded off much of the brunt force.  One day, I will show you, My children but for now pray always as I have asked.  All things go much smoother for you, but also you become closer to all of Heaven.  I am able to mold you to My Will and we become even closer.  I love being with you, My child and these times together in prayer with you and with My son are very dear to Me and to My Mother.  I know you feel the same way.”


Yes, sweet Jesus.  I do.


“My little one, I thank you for writing My words when your hand is injured.  Your sacrifice does not go unnoticed.  Your cut will heal over time.  Be patient with yourself.   All things are coming to pass as I intend.  My Will is being accomplished.  Remember this when all about you appears to be in disarray or in chaos.  Things are not what they appear to be.  The evil one wants My children to have fear and to fall into the ways of the world.  I call you to live the Gospel message of love.  Love your neighbor.  Love and serve them.  Do not be afraid, I am with you.  Be peace.  Be mercy.  Be love.  Allow others to see your peaceful countenance and to hear a sense of calmness and assuredness because of your trust in Me.  I am the Rock.  I am your fortress.  I am with you.  You have nothing to fear, for I am God and you are My children.  There is strength in this, My children.  If you are tempted to fear, call My name, My name alone will bring you courage and peace.  That is all for now, My little lamb.  Remember that I carry you in My arms.  I protect and I provide for you.  All will be well.  Be at peace.  Trust in Me, no matter what, for I will not abandon you.  I will never leave you.  We belong together.  I am with you and will bless you this week.   Thank you for your hospitality to My holy priest son.  You are doing My Will, and I realize this may seem like a hardship, but I assure you that your willingness alone, pleases Me.  Give all burdens to Me.  All will be well.  I bless you in My Father’s name, in My name and in the name of My Holy Spirit.  Go in peace.  Be love, be mercy, be joy.”


Amen and Alleluia, Jesus.  Praise be Jesus, now and forever. 

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