September 8, 2019  Adoration Chapel

The Feast of the Nativity of the Mother of God

Hello dearest Jesus, ever present in the Most Blessed Sacrament of the Altar.  I praise You, adore You, worship You and love You, my God and my King.  (Personal dialogue omitted.)

 

Jesus, I am very grateful to be here with You again.  My soul needed and longed to be here with You.  I wish (name withheld) could be here also, but everything is off schedule this weekend, or perhaps just a different schedule.  Lord, I want to be open to Your Will.  I want to be so closely united to Your Will that my heart doesn’t hesitate for one moment, and yet, I am not in this place.  There is still a feeling that wells up within me when I find I am in a difficult or challenging place. I cannot articulate my thoughts well right now but I see before me a very steep hill that I must climb.  I realize I don’t have to climb it, but not to do so is not an option in my will.  In my will I see that You are standing at the top and You beckon me.  However, I look at the steep incline, the thorny path, the briars all around me, my weak body, the hot sun, and the fact that I did not bring any food or water with me and I realize this will be a most difficult, if not an impossible task.  I want to change my mind and remain standing here, or perhaps to return to a more comfortable, cool place that has flat ground, shade trees, streams and friends to comfort and console me.  However, You are not on that easy path beckoning me to come.  You are on top of the very steep hill.  I can only go where my Lord and Savior invites me to go and so I must.  Jesus, I do not see the way to do this.  I know I have no strength on my own.  I have no sustenance, and at this point, no companions on this particular journey and yet I must go.  I will trust You to provide for me in this desert time.  I will trust You to renew my strength when my energy fails.  I will trust You to provide a Simon to help carry my cross.  I will trust You to be the refreshing, life giving water and the bread of life to nourish me.  Lord, it will still not be easy.  I will probably scrape my knees and cut myself on the thorny bushes, but for me there is no other way.  I long to see You when I reach the top of this hill, to embrace You and sense Your heavenly peace.  You are my God, my Lord, my Adorable Jesus.  And so, there is no other way.  I will follow You.  I will climb, trusting that if I but take the first step, You will enable each future step.  You are my strength.  You are my refuge, my hope.  I praise You and I thank You, Lord.  Help me.  Remain with me and the journey will be one of great joy.  Thank You, my sweet, merciful Savior.  Praise You, my Lord and my God.

 

“Thank You my child for giving Me your ‘yes’.  Do not be concerned that you will not be able to climb.  I do not set My children up for failure.  If I invite you to climb a new hill, no matter how steep, I will provide the necessary means to climb.  Saying ‘yes’ to Me, to the difficult thing I ask of you is the first step.  I will provide all that is needed.  I Will to give you the grace needed to climb and in fact your ‘yes’ was all that was needed for you to open yourself to the grace.  My child, My child, My little one, do not be afraid for I am with you.  I will never leave you.  I never abandon My children and I will not abandon you.  My little lamb too often My children refuse to do that which is difficult.  They would much prefer the simple, easy road; one with many comforts and pleasures.  This easy road does nothing to improve one’s soul.  It does not lead to union with God but to complacency, laziness and sloth.  Often it leads to more sinful behaviors.  Rejoice that you choose the difficult path, which is the narrow road.  You must walk this road now that you have begun.  I have stationed people along the way who will encourage you and give you rest.  You do not know where these beautiful souls are waiting for you along the way, but just when you find the way most difficult and seemingly impossible, you will be surprised to meet these souls.  You will be refreshed, encouraged and will have a renewed sense of energy.  Do not be concerned My child for I am a loving, merciful God.  I am the perfect Father and I care for My children.  I love you.  Be of good cheer.  Let us begin so that I can shower My goodness upon you.  I will refresh your soul, My child.  Do you not have more hope now than previously?”

 

Yes, Lord.  I do have more hope.  I have the security knowing that You are with me.  That is all that I need because in You is a faithful friend, a merciful Savior, a completely perfect, all powerful, all knowing and all present God, the One True God, Creator of all.  I am small and weak, Lord and of course You will carry me.  Thank You, Lord.  Help me to continue to trust in You even when (especially when) I am tired and the way appears to be too difficult. 

 

“My child, My child.  Trust Me in all things.  Believe in Me, hope in Me and all will be well for I am your Lord and your God and I will never leave you to face your trials alone.  My daughter, I know each and every intention held closely in your heart and I assure you these intentions are precious to Me for they are holy intentions.  Trust in Me and by your faith and trust in God, you will be overjoyed at My work.  You will rejoice in My goodness and mercy.  We are friends, you and I and we walk together, My little lamb.”

 

Jesus, please give me joy and love.  Open my heart to love You, Jesus.  Open my heart so You can fill these small chambers with the fiery light of Your holy and pure love.  Give me a heart of service as a result of Your inferno of love.  Lift me, Jesus to fly as high as an eagle as (name withheld) told me.  St. John, please pray for me.  I do not know what it means, Lord.  Show me the way, Lord.  Give me Your hand and the pure hand of Your Holy Mother Mary and lead me on the way.  Your way, Jesus.  The only way for me.  Lord, please rescue those in my family, my friends and the whole world who need You.  Bring them to Yourself, Lord God.  Open their hearts to the love.  Heal them.  Make their spirits and their hearts new again for You make all things new.  Praise You and thank You Lord.  Comfort those who are grieving and those who are concerned.  Help them, Lord.  If there is anything You want me to do, Jesus, lead me, show me, use me.  I love You, Lord.  Help me to love You more and more.  Thank You, my Adorable Jesus.  I love You!

 

“And I love you.  I bless you in the name of My Father, in my name and in the name of My Holy Spirit.  Go in My peace.  Go in My love.  Go in My mercy and be mercy to others.  All will be well.  Let us begin.”

 

Amen.  Alleluia, Lord!

 

September 1, 2019  Adoration Chapel

Hello my dearest Jesus, present in the Most Blessed Sacrament!  I praise, adore and worship You, my God and my King.  Thank You for Confession.

 

Jesus, please heal all those who are ill and in need of prayers.  Console and comfort their caretakers and send graces for peace and unconditional love.  Help those who are weary from carrying heavy crosses to receive great graces for resilience and strength.  Please heal (name withheld) Jesus as well as (names withheld) and all who are ill in our parish.  Heal (name withheld) and grant wisdom to her physicians to determine exactly what is needed to treat her.  Jesus, heal the broken marriages, especially in the Church, but everywhere.  Protect the children who are in broken families.  They are so vulnerable, Lord.  Help them to come to know and love You.  You are the answer to all life’s problems. 

 

(Personal conversation omitted.) 

 

Lord, You mentioned a couple of weeks ago there would be obstacles.  I didn’t realize how these particular ones would come about but please protect us and give us wisdom to discern what is needed to overcome them.  I just read about the Pharisees and Sadducees in Scripture and how they challenged You.  Give us Your grace, Lord to respond with love but also with firmness as You did, Lord.  You are our strength, Lord.  Jesus, I trust in You.  Blessed Mother, please protect all who have open hearts, and want to follow Your Son.  Keep us under Your mantle of protection, Mother of God and our Mother.  Give us graces of generosity, hospitality and openness to Your Spouse, the Holy Spirit.  May Jesus be with us, walk with us, and give us all that we need to do His Will.  Bless all who open their hearts and their homes.

 

Thank You, Lord that we have You all to ourselves in this chapel.  What a great gift!

 

“Yes, My child, as is your visit to Me.  I love you.  Rest assured that I am with you, guiding you and teaching you to be more and more united in My love.  You are learning and walking the path, My child.  At times one encounters rocks, brambles, twists and turns on the way, but still continue walking forward toward the destination, and one day I will welcome you into My Kingdom.  I am teaching you to live in My Kingdom within your heart first so that the transition to your heavenly home will be seamless, My little lamb.  You asked Me to do this for you, did you not?”

 

Yes, Lord.  I recall now that I did.  It seems like a long time ago to me.  Thank You for reminding me of this.

 

“My child, there is much for you to do, still.  There is much work.  There are many lost souls who have no belief in Me.  I need My Children of Light to become ever more active and present to others to bring the news of My coming into the world; My salvific plan, My Passion, Death and Resurrection for the salvation of souls is the Good News.  Souls are hurting and in pain without the love of God.  The adversary is strong in the world of the flesh.  I became flesh to redeem My people.  All people ever created and those who are yet to be created are My people.  God is love and all are precious to Me.  Even the worst sinner is loved by God and can be redeemed, but for their openness to the grace of forgiveness.  Souls in the most destitute of places (spiritually) only need to seek Me and My mercy will be theirs.  Repent and come to Me, My children in darkness.  I am standing with My arms open to you.  Come to Me and I will forgive you and grant you peace that you have never experienced.  Do not listen to the lies of the enemy who wants to destroy your life and see you in the pit of hell.  I call you to new life.  I will forgive if you but ask it of Me.  The father of lies convinces many that they cannot be forgiven.  This is a lie, My poor lost children.  Your souls, even of those who think they have a contract with the evil one, cannot be sold like a piece of property.  While you are on this earth, your soul belongs to you and it isn’t lost unless you choose to go to hell.  Do not believe the evil one that it is too late for you for as long as you are still alive, there is always forgiveness and mercy from God.  I want your peace, your love, your joy.  I want you to have life, life everlasting.  The evil one wants death for your soul.  He wants you in bondage to sin, to be conquered by the chains of sin and to feel hopeless.  He wants you to be resigned to a life in hell where there is pain, hatred and complete and total separation from all love.  Do not continue to choose hell, My lost children.  Choose life that you may know the love and mercy of the One who created you for love.  Yes, My little lost children whom I love, I created you for love. 

 

I know that you have not always known love from your family.  I know this.  There are people in your life who did not fulfill the role they were supposed to fulfill out of love.  Instead, they took from you.  They inflicted pain and in some cases hatred upon you.  Some were ill from the consequences of sin in their lives and could not properly love you as a mother or father should.  This was not My plan for you, but the consequence of sin, pride, selfishness and lack of love they chose.  They impacted many souls due to their poor and sinful choices.  My little angry souls must realize that this was not your fault.  It is not what I want for you.  You can choose a different path.  Continuing to be angry is choosing the same path they chose.  Do you not see that you are hurting yourself and others just as they did?  Do not seek revenge by continuing to harm yourselves and others.  This is like drinking poison to hurt someone else.  This makes no sense, My children.  Open your eyes and see there is a better way.  You deserve this better way, because I died for you to have this way.  This way is Me, Jesus.  I came that you would have life.  I came because My Father and I love you.  My Holy Spirit is the lover of your soul and if you cry out to God, you will be lifted up above all the evil you have experienced and in some cases, that you have inflicted on others.  I want to save you, My children but your will is free and I will not infringe upon it.  The choice is yours.  I am here for you.  Do not wait too long, though, My lost little ones for it may be too late.  You do not know the hour that your life will end.  Come to Me now and live in My love while you still have time during your earthly pilgrimage.”

 

Thank You for Your merciful love, Lord.  Praise You Jesus, the Christ, now and forever.  Give graces to poor souls who doubt You because of the lies of Your adversary.  Give them every grace needed, Lord to open their hearts to the love that is You.  Put people in their pathway to disrupt their errors and to give them the light of truth, the Light of the World.  Help us, those who follow You and love You to be bearers of the Light, to bring Your mercy and love to all in need. 

 

“Thank you, My child.  I will work through My Children of Light.  Be open to all who cross your path.  Look for ways to be holy witnesses of love.  Judge no one but be love and mercy.  Be joy.  Be open to others and ready to minister and serve as you would for Me.  Many souls are numb from pain, but even the warmth of a genuine smile can begin to melt a hardened heart.  Not all will accept you, My children, but carry on anyway doing the work of My Father and yours.  I will assist you, My Mother will guide you.  The saints are waiting to assist you, as well.  Do not hesitate to ask for their intercession.  All will be well, but you must be busy about bringing the Kingdom of God by praying, frequenting the Sacraments, reading My Word and living the Gospel.  Be joy, be mercy, be love to others.  Pray for souls.  Pray for your shepherds.  That is all, My little lamb.  I bless you in My Father’s name, in My name and in the name of My Holy Spirit.  Go in peace.  I am with you.  All will be well.”

 

Amen!  Alleluia!